I have something about Tony that I can't tell anyone else. I accidentally discovered a secret from him that he's undercover while still working at NCIS. My mom put him to it and he has to help her find the notorious "La Grenouille". He is an arms dealer that is wanted by NCIS (plus C.I.A.) and his daughter Jeanne Benoit is the girl Tony has to be undercover with. He has to pose as her boyfriend, and he tells me what happens between them, and I can't tell a soul. It hurts me that he has to be with someone else because I love him and I always have.
The way I found out was I heard them talking and walked in on my mom and Tony talking so they had to tell me the whole story. It feels nice to finally let that out. I'm in my room on my balcony.
It's currently 4 in the morning with the breeze blowing. It's just the beginning of summer and today (well technically yesterday) was the last day of school. At least I got to vent about it to someone.