Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah
Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh
Bridge:
So any turns that i can't see,
I'll count on a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy
That is exactly what I need to be. I just can't deal with this everyday of my life. Especially now that I'm out of school he can tell me even more about his relationship with Jeanne. I was talking to my mom earlier and she said he isn't supposed to be falling in love with her and taking it to "3rd base". I just can't stand it! It's pure torture, ecspecially keeping it secret from everyone I know. There's been many times where I almost let it slip to Abby, Ziva, and Vicki. Luckily, my mom was there to catch me at the last minute, but next time she might not be.
She has to go to Europe on Saturday and it's going to be very hard without her being here to help me keep my mouth shut. I have to be very careful with my laptop so they don't look at this and find out. The bad thing is that my dad is supicous of me and that's not good. My mom keeps telling him it's nothing, but it's definently something to him. The other person that's supicous is Ziva, and if you put my dad and Ziva together to figure something out that they're supicous of, they'll find out and I think that's what they're going to do once my mom leaves. I guess I'll have find out then.
Author's Chapter Notes:
This is how Taylor thinks she should feel.